it’s a rather eerie scenario to be in. i spent years mastering my craft seriously in hopes of securing a type of foundational financial gain just to be thwarted by a rather untimely almost seemingly engineered biological disaster. imagine being a full time artist in the panic. the biggest fears for everyone seems to be staring into the uncertainty –maybe that’s met in combination with digesting disinformation helping create distress.
journal entry
our planet is facing an actual crisis and all i can do is make art and develop websites.
a year in review
without a doubt, 2019 was the most influential year of my human life. it was the fall of 2018 when i woke up in Las Vegas, NV prepared to attempt a new life. this journey was riddled in unexpected events. realistically i had no idea i would even survive out here. lo and behold it’s 2020. the process was insane. for 2019, i quit drinking alcohol. that was the greatest
the only constant is change
September has been an incredible month for me. September was an intense time of changes for many aspects of my life. in many different avenues i have began growing and expanding to what feels like the greatest version of myself. i overcame. maybe we should take with us the understanding of how cycles actually prepare us for life’s infinite possibilities. one thing I found interesting that I saw in a
you end up in some of the strangest places
i couldn’t imagine a life where i didn’t follow my dreams i would often ask myself “would any of this matter?” while embarking on this road less traveled. i looked forward placing one foot in front of another with only my gift of art and the support of my friends. my burning desire to “make it” fueled me, however; i clearly had no idea what “making it” meant. there are
make things, make you
i want more of my story to be told in a more poetic way. being an artist you’re allowed to express yourself however you’d like. i think i want to just live out the rest of my days being that artist. sharing things i like, sharing art that means something to me. i have a number of platforms that i use to do so https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-LT7egF_VN4 i’ve never been to
completely new chapters are beginning for me..
as you may notice this is a new website. everything i used to own was somewhat lost in cyber space. truthfully they might be somewhere between a file on hardware or they exist floating digitally on a cloud. somewhere. welcome to my new story. a completely brand new beginning of documenting my way through life via the arts. i know that a lot of my previous written post shared that