i hope that you’ve been well. this is realistically the first journal entry i’ve made on my site for 2021. i’ve been so busy. there hasn’t been enough time to write about all the changes that’ve taken place in my life. i’m excited to be back though, it slips my mind how important it is to keep this site updated. today twitter reminded me how fucked everything is. like in
journal entry
December 7, 2020
lately
i’m completely moved lately with how life is panning out and manifesting. i’ve reached quite a few milestones since we last left off here. some of the greatest times of my life have been had this year. i couldn’t be more grateful and thankful for each passing moment. i kind of wanted this post to be more focused on the photos and the views i’ve gathered. i owe a ton
July 2, 2020
the revolving heads.
sometimes parents have a hard time conveying what they want to say. i shouldn’t have to have any family stress when i turn 30. i’m 28. i’ll be 29 august 3rd. of course if the cosmos and my body allows for me to even meet that. or if covid, or yellowstone exploding, or one of the many tragedies to remind us how human we are transpires. it’s all tough cookies.
June 19, 2020
permanently at work
that’s what it’s starting to feel like. i enjoy it greatly. life is all about perspective. what you make of the situation becomes your reality. you’re not the situation, it’s your actions that define you. 2020 is a strange year. we’re surviving a pandemic whilst ending racism. creators are permanently at work. truthfully it feels like my existence alone is protest. what’s next is i should become more vocal of
March 28, 2020
learning
thankfully all of this has been an intense learning process. i’m going to be 29 this year. my dad turned 60 the other day. my brother and i called him on a group video chat since he lives in Houston. the united states is leading with covid-19 cases. one thing for sure is this reminded us all of our humanity. i’m doing my part to relaying solid informational findings on
March 19, 2020
our planet is facing an actual crisis and all i can do is make art and develop websites.
it’s a rather eerie scenario to be in. i spent years mastering my craft seriously in hopes of securing a type of foundational financial gain just to be thwarted by a rather untimely almost seemingly engineered biological disaster. imagine being a full time artist in the panic. the biggest fears for everyone seems to be staring into the uncertainty –maybe that’s met in combination with digesting disinformation helping create distress.
January 14, 2020
a year in review
without a doubt, 2019 was the most influential year of my human life. it was the fall of 2018 when i woke up in Las Vegas, NV prepared to attempt a new life. this journey was riddled in unexpected events. realistically i had no idea i would even survive out here. lo and behold it’s 2020. the process was insane. for 2019, i quit drinking alcohol. that was the greatest
September 29, 2019
the only constant is change
September has been an incredible month for me. September was an intense time of changes for many aspects of my life. in many different avenues i have began growing and expanding to what feels like the greatest version of myself. i overcame. maybe we should take with us the understanding of how cycles actually prepare us for life’s infinite possibilities. one thing I found interesting that I saw in a