one thing i firmly believe is if you treat your body right and consume healthy foods and nutrition, your mind will be able to bring in more beneficial stimulants that will encourage growth. the mood of your brain will effect your overall health and well being.
i am currently going through this.
for some time now i have been in and out of routine,
off and on with a normal diet and have been battling eating healthy. my health has been up and down since late July early August. it is my poor diet consumption that i believe to be the cause of this.
i have been surviving merely on my artwork alone and the love of my friend Austin Rapbaum. he has opened his home to me and allowed me to create an art studio in the sun room of his home. i am very thankful but i need to become more aware of what exactly i am taking into my body.
i have been also selling myself short with my artistry. i have been the limit to my success story, limiting myself to where i could have “tried a bit harder”.
i’m sure some of my readers think, “what do you mean, you are doing so much work”- i have to agree, i have been doing A LOT and have been accomplishing a ton, but i have been also getting by and i no longer wish to just barely make it by. i have been dividing my attention again, and i am suffering from this. i really need to focus everything into my artwork and fuel cvltaesthetics
i need to change how i am thinking,
i need to change how much i am applying myself,
there is a lot of good coming from typing out my thoughts and feelings,
i want to be as real as possible and invite you all into my story,
i want to travel the world sharing my art every step of the way, i want to live and be happy, i want my art to inspire the world,
this is only a place for people who genuinely appreciate what i am and what i am doing.